So I have been extremely busy for the last month or so . Trying to sort a few things out 🙂
When I can , I will share that info with you all 🙂
Health wise . I have been up and down . I have found a new way to cope with my back problems, although I don’t recommend that anyone with my issues tries it . I have been asking Rob to “pop my back”. By this I mean grab my upper body , arms included (so I’m standing straight and he’s grabbing me around my chest area) , and pick me up off the floor . My whole spine seems to pop and release the pain for a temporary time . It’s been helpful these past few weeks , but I’m not entirely sure that it’s safe . So please don’t try it !!
Panic attack wise , I have been on and off . I seem to be getting pains first this time though . My whole back , hips and legs go painful , to the point I have to take a couple of Zapain to just relieve it a bit . But it never completely goes away . I then tend to have small panic attacks for roughly 10 mins and then they go and just leave me feeling drained
It has been very strange , but I am ok . I’m here . I’m alive and I’m happy right now 🙂 Even if I am battling illness a bit more often right now . I’m trying to keep a positive and open mind 🙂
To start with I am looking into spiritual healing ! It’s an option I would like to try 🙂 On Friday I am going to a Spiritual church to look into it all and hopefully get a reading too 🙂 I will keep you all posted on that 😀